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Close to my heart
|Posted on September 15, 2017 at 2:11 AM||comments ()|
Women and men are naturally being pulled from the gender extremes and converging into beautiful fluidity along the continuum. This is an evolutionary change mirrored in society. There is actually a powerful delineation mark of masculine versus feminine in men between Baby boomers and Gen X. (Men born in or before 1964 versus Men born in or after 1965.)
If you hold tight to the old paradigms your life will draw to you challenges over and over to help you break open.
If you'd like the gentler path. Begin today to question your stories about what it is to be a man. Question your stories about what it is to be a woman.
Begin to deconstruct the gender caricatures that were passed down. Don't just ask how you hold yourself back, ask how your stories restrict your partner, children, family, society...
I'm often shocked at the stories ingrained in my history that fall out of my mouth unquestioned. I am so grateful for those that stand up and shout "The emperor is naked" and wake us up to our rote blathering.
|Posted on September 15, 2017 at 2:04 AM||comments ()|
I write about things, not because I've master them, but because I'm wrestling with them. Turning them over and looking at them this way and that. Never a place of completion, just lots of mud and questions.
|Posted on November 13, 2015 at 6:34 PM||comments ()|
This was the beginning of my journey of enquiry into my life. From attending the very first children's program for EST through Landmark, workshops and finally the revised Landmark Forum. This work reverse engineers your sh*t and leaves you awake to the games we play in life. It opens you to the ability to create your life rather than be a victim of the idea "it's just the way I am". If you're tired of being at the mercy of life and are ready to take responsibility for the way it shows up, then this is a powerful place to begin.
Be forewarned, this is not for the faint of heart. I've seen people's ego hijack their efforts more than once, from an uncontrolled need to sleep through the course, emotional outbursts, anger and even storming out and quitting. Be ready and own what comes up and you will come out the other side truly transformed.
|Posted on November 18, 2014 at 6:45 PM||comments ()|
Hello beautiful souls!
I have come out the other side of cancer treatment having cleared out and transformed all kinds of old patterns and crude. A true spiritual journey. I still have a few medical things to sort but I wanted to stop in and thank you all for continuing to visit and share this site. I hope to be shaking up my life this coming year with many new adventures. Looking for fellow tribe mates to collaborate with and ways to give you more direct access to me. Also searching for a base camp in the US to begin to expand workshops to North Americca and Europe.
I hope this message finds you well. I'd love to hear from you.
|Posted on March 19, 2014 at 12:29 AM||comments ()|
Merrily is currently undergoing chemotherapy followed by radiation to treat breast cancer. She will be taking a break from most work through to October of this year. She will do some updates on her Facebook page. She sends heaps of love to you all.
|Posted on November 4, 2013 at 1:34 AM||comments ()|
A woman lay in a meadow gazing up into the evening heavens whispering wishes into the darkness. Tentatively she asked "Star, come and feel the moist soft grass with me?"
The star answered. "I am..."
The woman said "Star, come and feel cool gentle breeze with me?"
The star answered "I am..."
The woman said "Star, come and listen to the crickets and owls and sounds of night?"
The star answered "I am..."
The woman frustrate said, "But you're not! You are millions upon millions of miles away and I am alone and lonely, come and share the night with me."
The star only responded "I am..."
Angry the woman grab a rock and threw it towards the night sky. She paused then heard a soft thud as the stone landed in the darkness echoing her sense of isolation.
Feeling denied her wishes, the grass felt wet, the breeze was now cold and the sounds of the night were jarring and harsh.
She felt miserable and abandoned. The night had been beautiful within the hope of sharing it.
It was in the thought of loss and separation that it change.
One last time she pleaded to the star "Please join me?"
The star then answered "I am... I am a part of you, in every essence you are made from me, before your imagined beginning to beyond your imagined end I am with you... I am in the grass and the breeze and in the heart of the sounds of the night...
and you are in me.
You were never alone, it's only your thoughts that have made it so.
The woman felt her skin tingle. She began to be aware she was vibrating, a high singing vibration that made her feel weightless, almost transparent. As the resonation grew it was if the whole universe was collapsing into a single singing bubble around her.
Everything was vibrating through her, in her, like cords in a vast symphony.... the grass, the breeze, every flutter, every movement. Deserts and oceans, mountains and streams, the stars, the moon, galaxy upon galaxy... All within her reach. She saw herself in it all and all of it inside her.
She slowly rose as if in a dream, her eyes wet with tears. Her heart was so full that it overflowed into every essence of her being. She felt every atom dancing... there was no beginning and no end. Like starlight, she was beaming a soft gentle glow. She did not speak but only raised her face to the heavens and breathed in the night air. She was bathed in starlight and it danced within the reflection in her eyes. If you looked closely, there you would find universe upon universe inside her.
|Posted on August 29, 2013 at 8:33 AM||comments ()|
Quantum physics is unwittingly beginning to shine a light into the anatomy of mediumship and psychic work. Miracles, magic and the after-life will soon be equated, categorized and summarized and become accessible to all.
These discoveries will be a hyper-leap for humanity and profoundly change how we perceive the reality of our world.
The modern logical left hemisphere of the brain will collaborate with the ancient intuitive right and the two who thought they had nothing in common will find they are the completion of the other.
But the true power and beauty will come when these two surrender from their dual positions in head and begin living together from the heart.
|Posted on August 19, 2013 at 1:26 AM||comments ()|
In the past few weeks my soul and Ego have been upturned like a jar of salt.
Bits of my Ego have slipped away in the wind. The stories Fear have conjured of wounds, judgements and old pain have been lifted up and swirled before my eye where I release them to settle into the nothingness that Fear creates from.
Winds shifting, changing patterns in the tiny grains become choices and directions my life might take. I'm building little castles with the salt of my soul, then erasing them with a flick of a finger.
Tracing possibilities and opportunities. I am slowly reconstituting myself and am left awestruck by infinite.
|Posted on August 4, 2013 at 8:29 PM||comments ()|
One of the most important business tips in four simple words...
Have Your Integrity Sorted.
The wave of upcoming consumers have phenomenal built in bull%#*@ meters and the impact is being felt around the globe. Transparency, authenticity and ethics will trend as your keys to global success. Companies without these traits will be culled with the percision of high speed natural selection. If your business is out of integrity, bandying about words like carbon footprint, organic or eco-friendly won't save you, because these gut driven kids will instinctively smell internal rot. If you take a wait-and-see attitude focusing on short term profit you will lose heavily in the long run. These consumers are "sensing" their way through the marketplace. Not only will they call you on your crap they will make videos, visual images, graphs and a meme or two and broadcast the ugly truth around the globe. These aren't just your future customers they are your future shareholders. So it's time clean house, stop taking shortcuts and align your business from top to bottom.
|Posted on July 15, 2013 at 3:39 AM||comments ()|
...I read energy and emotions.
Both earthly and ethereal souls hold these as shifting signatures of their spirit.
These two things are imprinted with multiple characteristics, like fingerprints.
People inadvertently give their energy to others, objects, even their name and I can read them and their imprint on any of these things.
This information comes through as images, sound, emotions and physical sensations.
They show me personalities, emotions, physical features, illness, motives, mannerism and probabilities. I can see what they show the world and what lies within.
I can interact and follow these energies like threads on a web.
Following them backwards as time folds to connect me to a specific place or origins of a behavior or forward to probably futures.
I can introduce ideas and shift and work with a person's energy to see how and where it opens or closes.
I can connect two or more people's energies together and read them as they shift.
Like musical instruments resonating, there is a infinite combination of complimenting and contrasting combinations.
All of this is done with the guidance of a divine grace and I humbly understand that I am there to follow where I am lead.
This gift works within the parameters of free will.
I am not allowed to know what someone wishes not to be know and I cannot shift someone's energy the wishes for it to not be shifted.